So when it comes to this topic, which is about the tough decision that I used to confront, the first thing that randomly pops up in my mind at the moment is this IELTS test. If I am not mistaken, the first time that I learnt IELTS was 3 years ago but I was not confident enough, so I did not register to sit for an exam at that time. Then, in fact, I delayed it for over 3 years. I felt like I wasted time too much since I did not finish it early.
Since I am still a student, I have to live on a tight budget. Unlike other candidates, the fee is just a small figure, but for me, 250$ for a test is really big. I have considered it for a long time, and then I decided to ask my mom for that money 5 months ago.
When I finally registered for this test, I asked myself many times whether I should postpone it for a few more weeks or months or not. You know, it is just like a game, I do not know if I will be a winner or a loser. It would be a big game in my life that I had ever joined. But my university required that I have to have this certification to study abroad, so that was why I actually attended that exam, one of the toughest tests in the world. I also had a backup plan to study here if I did not reach the target I set for myself. But in fact, from the bottom of my heart, I hope it would not happen. Although I was actually really scared and worried when I was in the testing room, I still wished for myself I would have a flying colour in the next two weeks. Otherwise, all my efforts will go down the drain. I really did not expect it will happen. Luckily, my wish come true. I actually get a high score, even higher than what I had expected.
So, yeah, I am kinda proud of myself since I become more confident than myself 3 years ago.